I am not a guru but I have been following your progress.
To me the problems are quite clear.
You need to take a pause. You need to have a plan of how you will trade. You need to have a better understanding of what drives the markets you are looking to trade. You need someone to talk to (a mentor) that can keep you accountable to your actions. You need better money management.
You have an idea of how to trade, you just need to form that idea into a robust trading strategy. One which allows you to take several losses in a row but doesn't wipe you out. One which if the market conditions change (think VIX at 40 versus VIX at 25) you need to be able to say, strategy is underperforming because of X and adjust accordingly.